Friday, February 6, 2015

I Could Never

I could never stand tall enough
I could never breath hard enough
I could never walk long enough
I could never be strong enough.






I could never change fast enough
I could never be that that you needed
I could never be your hero
I could never make you proud.





I could never fight long enough
I could never heal fast enough
I could never win if I tried
I could never try cuz I can't.






I could try to live as I am
I could try to make you understand
I could try to be this new form for you
I could be this new me for you.






I could work hard enough
I could make you understand
I could never love you any less
I could ensure we are forever.




Nekh.

2015 so far...

I like this year... May be flying the coup before hatching but am having a great time.


So far... Most things have gone alright to great. I am going to start from the very beginning... I had a great 1st of January.... Had a nice situation with a guy I thought was absolutely out of my league. Which was awesome... But silly me, I did not get his contacts. It was awesome to get all my butterflies up n going... Yeah me!


Another awesome thing... Mmmmm. Oh,I had a really great interview about over a week ago. Thumbs up, If all goes as planned in my head... I get the job and I will be sorted for life! Nice pay, good insurance... I could pay my students loans... Travel! Set up a savings plan for my little minions to be... 😁. That would be awesome... Patience...


Oh I called it... Okay I called it to my family and friends... Still counts. Dakota J's career. I remember I was like... "This shades thing may either break this chic's career or totally skyrocket it." It seems like things went toward the positive for her. Even before the release of the film... She has become an almost household name bagging nice collection of roles my fav is her in Need for Speed.... Love the brunette by the way... Totally makes her eyes pop...if u have no idea what am talking about... Pick up a magazine... Relax, you work toooooo hard.... Or... You are just not in the know. It okay... All God's people. I will not judge you.


Another awesome thing is that I am about to start my project for the masters degree that am doing... When I finish course work this March... Doors will begin to open finally and I gotta say I feel very blessed to be able to do this now and at this age. Am glad that my family has supported me all this way and I can't wait to repay a favour.


This year has just began and we still got 11 months to take a risk like Dakota J, meet someone like I did and not mess it up by not taking his number, appreciate family and friends... Mend broken relations... Plan smart , live, and love. Don't let this near infinite window of opportunities pass you by.


Nekh.